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  Ambrosial
Posted by: Noémi Jourdain - 01-24-2021, 10:27 PM - Forum: Greater Moscow - No Replies

Surprise softened Noémi’s expression for the unexpected extravagance presently revealed in the mundane shadows of her kitchen. On a black bed of diamond-dusted petals lay an exquisite display of long-stem roses, sculptured to life-like detail in fine Baccarat crystal. Little wonder, then, that the package had received such a formal escort not just to her door, but with a flourish to the very counter upon which the box now rested. The roses were beautiful in a way she dare not even touch; worth more, probably, than the entire contents of her apartment. Instead her fingers trailed the inky hydrangeas arranged like billowing darkness around them, and amid the softly dancing cadence of her own heartbeat she began to wonder from whom the gift had come.

A note accompanied it, and she plucked it next, although slowly, both revered and wary of the moment. Her body flushed warm; guessing already, or perhaps more accurately simply wanting, like desire of will alone might tip the scales of impossible. Because an entire night and day had passed and yet the feeling of him still hadn’t completely faded, just settled into her like something that felt strangely akin to the lamentation of absence. Her journal was filled with lines attempting ineffectual capture of that brief moment and the way it lingered ever after. Not that she named him, or ever would. 

She braced herself for the disappointing fall of hope enshrined to too great a height, and sank onto one of the kitchen stools to read. A rational explanation would follow. The benefits accompanying her new job at the EoA had already proved baffling to someone born into abject poverty -- immense stipends for presentable clothing, for instance, that not one of her colleagues even blinked at and yet seemed like the strangest luxury to someone who comfortably thrifted most of her wardrobe. 

The script on the card was neat, graceful without inefficiency, but it wasn’t from the office:

          “Even the flowers of the gods pause at your beauty.”
          -NB

Noémi’s skin tingled, like the words had whispered themselves from the very shadows into the curve of her ear. Her breathing deepened. She was not quick to youth-like wonder, but it touched her then, and she absorbed it at length. Not just the words, though they were a most flattering and romantic poetry, but the fact they were written by hand. Such a small detail to linger on, but it was the one that finally curved the beginnings of a quiet smile to her lips as she read it again. The memorial of flowers explained itself, frozen in the full flush of life like purest magic marked a moment she had half convinced herself was imagination on her part. But it was the gift of time she was thinking about; that he had chosen to spend even the brief moment it would have taken such a precise hand to pen, in a world of technology's rule. It was so beautifully old-fashioned of a gesture that it captured her whole. Even down to the ambiguity of initials, shared as secretly as his slim smile had been in a room full of people. 

She set the card reluctantly down before it charmed her too much, though the smile did not fade, nor much the feelings invoked even as she told herself it was foolish to read too deeply into a passing compliment. It was only then that she realised the roses were not the only gift. Inside the second box she discovered a clear, crystal-wrought pyramid topped with amethyst, within it a golden bubble glinting of liquid. A delicate label declared it Les Larmes Sacrées de Thèbes, and the melancholy of such a naming plucked at her like a breath of wind stirring still waters. She did not need the translation, of course; it meant the sacred tears of Thebes.

Noémi lived her life in margins, not through particular choice, but because she had never quite found herself to fit into the world around her. Instead her world centred upon the privacy of her creative work, an inner life she found to be rich but ultimately lonely. It was perhaps purest coincidence that the gifts touched some hidden place that made them feel more intimately knowledgeable of her than was possible, and if she told herself that, it did not lessen the spell. She slipped a drop of the perfume onto the inside of her wrist, let it melt into the heat of her skin before she inhaled the scent, of rarest spice and wood and decadence. A strange confluence of feeling pulled her dizzy into the sensation, almost like a shade of deja vu. Her eyes closed, truly lost for a while.

It was an intoxicating aroma, leaving an impression she did not think would ever divorce from her memory of this moment. Yet in the sweet and sensual familiarity (and she could not say why it felt that way) came an equally familiar sense of caution. 

For when gods paused for mortals, it only ever ended one way. 

The realisation was as bittersweet as it was sharp, but did little to temper the stirrings in her chest. To feel seen, even if it was by someone she could not have -- and of that she was quite certain. But if her mother’s loss had taught her anything, it was that everything faded, and everything ended. Life was lived fullest in the shadows in between inevitable tragedies, and happiness was to be grasped for as long as it might be held. The perfume’s scent lingered as she reached for her journal, and smoothed the creamy pages to fresh space. If Noémi had captured his attention for her beauty, she did not wish to hold it for beauty alone.

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  The Driver
Posted by: Evelyn - 01-18-2021, 02:36 AM - Forum: United States - No Replies

Evelyn slipped into the back seat of the car while the driver prepared their departure. Luckily for her, the DC was cloaked in the shadow of nightscape. The shadows concealed the tiredness around her eyes. Even if she was in the presence of only a driver, the appearance of confidence and competence was mandatory. The sharks of politics were circling and even a moment of weakness would give them a moment to strike.

Her driver’s name was Devin. He was in his mid-forties, lean and kept his hair styled short and neat. She came to know him in the few weeks he worked for her. His replacement was retracted by the Personal Security Committee after Evelyn’s stances changed from pro-CCD to pro-annexation. The Chairperson of the committee was staunchly opposed to both, and sudden budget-reallocation meant Evelyn was without personal security detail and a driver. It was quite inconvenient.

Until one day when Devin showed up. She explained that she couldn’t afford his salary at the time, but he reassured her that his services were affordable. There was something about him that Evie trusted, though she couldn’t define why. He was polite and cordial, and extremely respectful of Evelyn’s privacy. He knew routes through the city that impressed the Representative and handled himself with an air of easy attentiveness. They got on well.

Like the other evenings, this one was the conclusion of a particularly long day. Before she could go home to find rest, she was dropped at the door to another Congressman’s house, a Representative from California who chaired a committee pieced together to handle the legality of the recent Texas withdraw legislation. Evelyn managed to get herself an invite to the Representative’s house for drinks. She intended to sway his perspective toward annexation as a lesser of the two evils compared to the union breaking apart.

It was deep into the midnight hour when she left, rubbing her eyes despite the makeup likely to be smeared by the gesture. She was practically asleep in her heels but managed to gracefully descend the steps of the townhouse toward the street. Some rowdy, college-aged looking kids were laughing and hollering as they intercepted her on the sidewalk. One cat-called her. Another asked her to come back to their place. Evie was suddenly quite awake.

She declined and told the trio they should go home and take care of themselves. Suddenly one was tugging on her handbag.
“Hey! Let go,” she yanked back on instinct. Someone shoved her. She lost her balance and fell backward into the bushes.

Then there were yelps of pain and thuds. She twisted up and found the three sprawled unconscious on the sidewalk. Devin, the driver, was zip-tying their wrists, and after a few moments, Evelyn was assisted to her feet. The townhouse lit up with awareness. The police came. It was a far bigger of an ordeal than she wanted.

So much for her visit being on the down low.






As soon as Devin saw the drunk trio wandering up the street, he emerged from the town car and simply leaned against the hood. He watched them meander and joke, knowing trouble when he saw it. He had a charged up taser in his jacket, but for the Representative’s sake, didn’t want to use it unless necessary. When his lady exited the house at the same moment, Devin hurried to intercept. Two of the three made a scene with stealing her bag, but it was the third aiming a gun all too steadily at the Representative that Devin rushed. A punch knocked him down, and Devin kicked the gun far from grasp. The other two were finished just as quickly. In the aftermath while the police were in route and the homeowner came out to help the Representative inside to rest, Devin stashed the gun. If an attempted mugging was not good press for the Representative; an assassination attempt would be devastating. The late night invitation and the mugging gone bad in a nice neighborhood like this was too coincidental for his taste, and he made sure to put as much in his report to the Custody.


- Devin, undercover Custody agent assigned to Evelyn Avalon’s protection.

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  chatroom
Posted by: Jaxen Marveet - 01-18-2021, 12:23 AM - Forum: General Discussion - Replies (2)

does anyone hang out in chat these days? I've popped in a lot and its empty the past few weeks.

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  Window shopping
Posted by: Grym - 01-09-2021, 03:56 PM - Forum: Red-light district - Replies (1)

It had been a hard string of nasty nights. Most of what Grym hunted was the low-level scum of the Atharim playbook. There were few kills, but it took freaking week of effort to track, corner and slice even one baddie. Since then, she earned the right for some pampering. But Grym wasn’t the type to lay up in a spa for a seaweed wrap – the hell were those anyway?

She was in the mood for something far dirtier.

The lights of the district painted her black jacket with a bloody hue. Windows along the main drag glistened with the promise of what waited inside. Grym obviously loitered, watching limbs and skin shuffle in and out of view, deciding which establishment was best suited to her tastes for the night.

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  Remembering 2020
Posted by: Ascendancy - 12-31-2020, 06:57 PM - Forum: General Discussion - No Replies

Hi all. As we close out 2020, I wanted to share a heartfelt sense of gratitude with all of you. I think we've all needed the escape from "reality" that the group brings this year, and none of that would be possible without all of your collective, collaborative, wonderful minds and friendships. 

As a reminder, here are some things we accomplished in 2020 as a forum:

in 2020, we added 16 new accounts/users.

In 2020, we added 122 new threads. (This one was the 122nd)

In 2020, we added 1,600 new posts. (This one was the 1,600th)

In 2020, we added 44 new wiki pages.


Happy New Year. Cheers to 2021.

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  Merry Christmasd
Posted by: Nox - 12-25-2020, 02:21 PM - Forum: General Discussion - Replies (1)

Just wanted to wish ya'll Merry Christmas!  Hope it's a good time despite the limitations.

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  Into the Darkness
Posted by: Nox - 12-18-2020, 12:20 PM - Forum: Underground city - Replies (84)

[[ @"Allan" @"Ascendancy" @"Marcus DuBois" @"Jay Carpenter" no rush, but a thread to start the tunnels hunt off ]]

Nox was still smiling when he rolled the door upon the storage unit he kept all his extra hunting gear in. He had lost a lot when the warehouse blew up.  But Dorian had helped his resupply.  Nox really should make amends. Dorian lost more than his friendship because of what he did.  And it was mostly Nox's fault. But Dorian had done what he did to protect his family.  That's what stung the most, he wasn't part of that equation.  He had nothing when Dorian took him in.  Now Nox had Raffe and the others at Kallisti and he was about to ruin it all by dying in the tunnels.  The darkness pulled on him.  The shadows of his mind tried to pull him in.  It latched on to his depression and pulled so hard.  So deep.  It ached to have him in their grasp, but Nox intended to deny them that.  Deny them the power he gave the hoard.

The memories of the night shared with Raffe kept him smiling.  Kept him from falling into the darkness.  And the morning's farewell had been much longer than had been planned.  Not that Nox regretted it.  He wasn't on a timetable -- not really.

But it was those memories that kept Nox afloat amidst the darkness.  He held Raffe in his heart and mind as he gathered all the things he needed for the hunt.

He only had so many preprogrammed land warriors, but Nox checked them all before stuffing them on top of the gear in his bag.  Salvation and Damnation lay at the bottom, ready to be equipped once inside the tunnels.  The gun and survival knife were there only in case of an emergency.  Nox had no intentions of actually brandishing a weapon in the tunnels.  At least not a gun that could bounce bullets everywhere.  His crossbow lay in the bag, and Nox thought how cool would it be to have it attached to his arm like some sort of mechanical superhero.  But then he'd lose the use of a hand and that wasn't optimal either.  There were only so many bolts, and not good for a hoard.  But best for hitting an Oni in the eye.  At least that was the shot it was mostly used for.  

The most helpful things in the bag were his vials of items strapped to an old ammo sling.  Each vial contained various elements to aid in destroying creatures.  Several vials were filled with homemade napalm that when thrown would splatter and with the use of his ability to create a near-unstoppable fire.  Other things like pellets, and broken glass, and even a few vials of baby powder.  The tools meant to enhance his ability and prolong his fighting in the tunnels. They each had a use, and each one he'd field-tested before in the tunnels.  Granted he'd never been accompanied before while using them.  They too might cause too much issue with too many people coming.

His bag was packed, Nox checked that the software on his wallet was working and up to date.  All the maps loaded and hooked into his own land warriors which sat happily on the bridge of his nose taking in all the data.  Nox wished Sage was around for tech back up but it was what it was.  He hadn't heard from him in a while.  It was starting to worry him.  But he was with Aiden, they both had to be okay.

The last thing Nox packed in the bag were half a dozen repeaters.  They wouldn't cover the whole length of what Nox hopped to travel, but as he went deeper he intended to provide as much internet for as long as he possibly could.  That way if they got lost or needed help someone could get a call out for help.  Even if it was too late.

Now the only thing Nox had to worry about was how long he was going to survive in the tunnels with an untrained group of monster hunters...

[[ Not sure if you wanted to have a meeting beforehand, or jump right into the fun...  and no rush, just setting up for the thread when ya'll are ready ]]

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  Virtual "race"
Posted by: Ascendancy - 11-09-2020, 03:59 PM - Forum: General Discussion - Replies (2)

Hi all,
I am in need of motivation to exercise. I'm going to sign up for a virtual "Race-at-your-own-pace," with a Hades theme. You take as much time as you want to complete a certain number of miles, either by run, walk, or bike, and log your distance. Once you accumulate 36.1 miles, you get your 'reward' which in this case is a kick-butt Hades-theme medal and shirt (priced separately). International orders are allowed for a small fee. 

I thought it might be fun if someone wanted to join me. We could start on the same date and root each other on. Maybe try to get it all done before Jan 1? 

here is the link. Check it out and post here if anyone is interested.

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  Intrusion
Posted by: Ascendancy - 11-04-2020, 08:21 PM - Forum: Kremlin and Red Square - Replies (7)

The offices that filled the interior of the Kremlin’s executive building were busy as usual. Nikolai was a regular sight on a daily basis, and his presence made little stir beyond the trailing eyes of employees and salutes of military or security officers. Everyone was immaculately dressed: even the humblest of workers wore uniform or business professional suits. The standard elevated the entire department, and those working in the Executive Office of the Ascendancy were compensated handsomely for their station. It was a privilege to work there.

Business with his Deputy-Consul Chief of Staff, Viktor Stepanovich concluded, and the man splintered his direction away from the Ascendancy just as the latter turned to enter the wing devoted to government engagement, propaganda, and interdominance relations.

He passed the worker stationed near the entrance desk with a polite smile and quick inquiry into the state of her new puppy, pleading that she bring the animal for a visit sometime. Nikolai loved dogs, the greater and grander the better, but this life did not seem to allow the luxury of a pet. She promised to do so soon, and Nik proceeded through the wing to the executive offices in the back. 

He continued the charming intrusion along the way, gesturing or politely greeting those who caught his eye. He seemed to be able to remember everyone by name and include some small insight into their lives. Finally, he stopped, “Is Aleksandrova in?” he asked.

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  Noémi Jourdain
Posted by: Noémi Jourdain - 10-24-2020, 09:35 PM - Forum: Biographies & Backstory - No Replies

Here is misery, but we have life.

Noémi was born in Félix Pyat, a poor cité in the quartiers nords of the deprived, crime-ridden city of Marseille. Dilapidated tower blocks marked impenetrable fortresses of systemic poverty. She remembers her mother’s window boxes most clearly; the fragrance of kitchen herbs that masked the permeating stink of constant damp. With a young child in tow, her mother was already struggling before the unprecedented disasters of the 20s, and it proved the final knot in the noose. The housing estate became a living graveyard, condemned and crumbling around them. Despite the structural insecurity caused by the earth’s quaking, most people simply had nowhere else to go. Later that year, when one of the buildings finally fell to kill over five hundred sleeping residents, the air was choked with death and dust for weeks. Less time than it was even reported on the newsfeeds.

Noémi is not sure she was ever really young, and she does not recall a time when knowing what her mother sometimes had to do to feed their empty bellies was a revelation and not simply an understanding of survival. As such she grew up accepting of the transactional values of life; that even necessities might have staggering costs. On quiet nights she would fall asleep tucked against her mother’s side, the feel of her fingertips smoothing the hair from her brow. Mon petite cœur. My precious girl, she would sing like a lament. Do not grow up beautiful; instead, grow up clever.

During her early years, nationalism was on the rise in the northern districts, where a staunch war on immigration had already been raging for decades, and sentiment was deeply anti-ASU. Protests marched, calling for France to finally care for her own people, or to fight for them if she could not, rather than hand herself in chains to Russia. Chaos caught the district and spread like desperate wildfire. Each morning dawn poked at the burnt out husks of cars littered abandoned on residential streets. No one ever swept the smashed glass or boarded up the looted carcasses of shops. Gunshots were a nightly lullaby Noémi remembers with fear, and sometimes still wakes from nightmares of. But less than five years later France annexed alongside her European sisters to the open arms of the Ascendancy.

Afterall, the sheep follow the grass.

With renewed stability brought about by ASU rule, life eventually eased its burdens, if it might not be called comfortable. In her early teens Noémi began to dabble in poetry and photography as an adjunct to her lonely life. At school she was deeply studious, and won no friends because of it. The ostracisation was at times painful, and it did not feel natural to her, but even back then she knew she did not want to spend her life always reaching hand to mouth as those around her did, generation after generation. Neither did she wish to be a sheep, to blindly follow the grass, content only with necessity. She had felt keenly its absence; knew what hunger felt like when it gnawed like endless pain, but she had been touched by a new disease; the aspiration of dreams.

One day, she promised her maman, One day I will take you away from this. I will take you to Moscow.

It became the symbolic pinnacle of her young ambitions, that fairytale place of colourful domes, so utterly untouched by the ruin befallen the rest of the world. She studied hard, galvanised by the prospect of escape, for no one ever did, not from Félix Pyat. And she began to let herself imagine a future without the borders of poverty; a future she would build for them both.

***

There’s no fairytale ending for you, Noémi. Happy endings aren’t for people like us.

It started with little things; an unexpected smash from the kitchen while Noémi was cramped at her desk drafting an essay -- just an accidental slip of fingers, maman laughed. Or, the occasional, soft slurring of words that pulled Noémi from her reading to ask her to repeat what was said. Once her mother fell on the stairs up to the apartment, and Noémi returned home from school to the flashing lights of an ambulance outside. 

But small things built; inconsequential. Until they crushed a mountain.

The diagnosis, when it finally came, was devastating. The prognosis left them both numb.

At fifteen she watched ALS begin to rob her mother slowly and deliberately, collecting up little pieces at a time. Sometimes in the evenings she would set aside her books and curl up next to her maman in bed, startled each time at the frailness of atrophying limbs. Grief plugged tight in her heart. She cherished the fading trail of fingers through her hair. “There’s no fairytale ending for you, Noémi. Happy endings aren’t for people like us,” she said once, while she still could. “So we must hold tightly to the good things while we have them.”

The words stuck. As so much of her maman’s advice always did.

Art was her salvation during those years, providing both documentation and outlet. She has never shared her work from this time; it is deeply private. By the time her mother was admitted to a hospice for palliative care, Noémi had dropped school entirely. She missed her exams, and never regretted the choice made; to hold on to what she had, while she still had it.

After her mother’s death, Noémi applied for several scholarships, but was unsuccessful. She had no resources to fund her education further. 

At seventeen she was alone in the world.

***

Following the grass

Destitute but resolute, Noémi finally made it to Moscow as she had always promised, but it was not a city kind to her circumstance. Opportunities for work were limited for a girl without even a highschool diploma, and the cycle of necessity gripped her tight. Hunger, an old friend. Fear, a new one. She survived, perhaps not unscathed. Money no sooner earnt flushed straight through her fingers, and she struggled for a long time, sometimes without even a roof over her head. In the end it was not hard work that saved her, or a clever mind, but dispensation of scruples. Everything has a cost. Nothing is given freely.

Grow up clever, not beautiful, maman warned. And she had tried. She had worked so damn hard. But it was beauty that kept her fed; beauty that kept her warm; beauty that kept her alive.

Just as it was art that sheltered her soul. Not from the injustice, though it might have been called that, but from the stark coldness of reality.

Inégalité was a project she started during this time; candid photos of Moscow’s underbelly. Character portraits and poetry; brief snapshots into the lives of those who lived and bled and suffered; who smiled and loved and dreamed. All far beneath Moscow’s bright lights and glamour. They were prostitutes and dancers, drug dealers, and political refugees, and ex-convicts. But they were also mothers and lovers and children. The work was published online, but anonymously. Through a camera lens she was one of them, but apart too, and it was a distinction that kept her going; made sense of a world which attempted to swallow her whole, then snarled and tried chewing her up when that did not work.

When she finally got on her feet, and scraped enough money together, she began night classes. Noémi had never stopped her own learnings, a regular at the library when she’d had nowhere warm to go, and her mind had ever been bright and inquiring. But she was always so tired sometimes she fell asleep on the desks. By now she’d secured a receptionist job during the day, and still sometimes took shifts at exotic clubs on the evenings she was not in class. Yet she was barely making enough to cover rent. Hard work never shattered that glass ceiling, but by now it had been a long time since she’d been looking for the fairytale ending of her teenage aspirations. 

By her mid-twenties she’d amassed enough secretarial experience to begin an arduous climb up the corporate ladder. The work wasn’t fulfilling, but it began to pay better. She still lacked qualification on paper, but she was organised and articulate, with good references. And finally, she was able to start saving for the first time in her life. She has never sought to publish her continued personal work; much of it autobiographical in nature, reflecting on both the human condition and her own experiences. It is dark and beautiful, and often bleak in its honesty. Sometimes she releases anonymously online, where the pieces disappear quietly into a vacuum, or so it feels. Occasionally she seeks freelance projects, either as a photographer or writer, but can’t rely on the income.

Recently, now approaching thirty, she has begun a new job at the Kremlin, an assistant role in the Consulate of Public Engagement, Propaganda, and Interdominance Relations. The wage is good, and she no longer has to balance multiple jobs to make ends meet. She can’t quite believe the fortune. But she’s struck by wariness too; that the opportunity won’t last. That something will inevitably happen to send her spiralling back down. 

Noémi is a considered and loyal cynic. Life has taught her time and again that even the most deserving are trodden upon; that life by its very nature crushes. Despite it, she will fight ardently for the things she believes in, to a point of stubborn fault -- which is to say, she simply doesn’t give up, even at personal cost. 

She is independent, intelligent, and strong, but such qualities lie beneath a demure and collected facade, to glint like treasure at the bottom of a river. Often she will hold her tongue, particularly if unsure of the reception she will receive. She is hard-working and diligent, with little personal life, and feels she must strive harder than everyone else in order to earn her place. Nothing in life is free. Everything has its cost.

Noémi desires to fit in with those around her, and has a longing for deeper connections with others, but often ends up feeling rootless in the effort, like she does not belong in the world she was born to, yet neither to the one she strives to fill. Sometimes she perceives that this is because she feels superior to those around her, but other times she just feels different -- the odd one out. Nonetheless her manner is warm, if she most often maintains a professional distance. With those she perceives to have treated her wrongly she is cold without reserve, but chances are given fairly first and she is rarely if ever vindictive. Rather, she chooses not to waste her time.

When in comfortable company, Noémi is both passionate and outspoken. The surprising flood of her personality can be unexpected to those who do not know her well; likewise the ardent and vociferous manner in which she will meet a debate for the intellectual challenge. Her desire to transcend the poverty of her birth has little to do with a love for the material, and everything to do with a yearning to conquer the impossible. She finds it difficult to accept help she doesn't feel she has first earned, for ultimately she fears being perceived as fraudulent, an impostor to her own success. And she is always waiting for the bubble to burst.

***

Noémi is possessed of a lovely if seldom seen smile, at least not in true earnestness. She is wary to trust an excess sense of happiness, for she usually finds it a precursor to things beginning to fall apart. Golden brown hair falls in waves to her shoulders, and her eyes are dark enough that most do not realise they are in fact blue. Her accent is lilting and musical, and she has a fondness for perfume, favouring subtle scents. Her sense of style and dress is timeless, most of her wardrobe thrifted. She is often seen carrying an old-fashioned notebook and pen; the type that might easily slide hidden into a pocket.

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