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  Elite Archer Accused of “Gear Advantage” as Rival Questions Fair Play
Posted by: Legione Sumus - 12-27-2025, 04:57 PM - Forum: The Scroll - No Replies

By Staff Correspondent

One of competitive archery’s most celebrated figures, Olivier de Volthström, is facing renewed scrutiny after a public accusation from rival archer Kael Vayron, who alleges that Volthström’s recent string of victories is less about skill and more about privileged access to high-end equipment.

Vayron, a perennial finalist on the international circuit, raised the allegation following last weekend’s Grand Meridian Open, where Volthström secured his fourth title of the season with a near-perfect score. Speaking to reporters outside the venue, Vayron said the playing field has tilted in favor of athletes backed by elite manufacturers and exclusive sponsorships.

“When one competitor shows up with prototype limbs and custom stabilizers that’s not just preparation—that’s an advantage,” Vayron said. “I respect Olivier’s talent, but tournaments are supposed to test archery, not access.”

The accusation has reignited debate across the sport, where technological innovation has long walked a fine line between progress and unfair advantage. Volthström’s bow setup, frequently highlighted during broadcasts, includes bespoke components that some competitors claim are unavailable to the wider field.
Tournament officials confirmed that Volthström’s equipment passed all required pre-competition inspections, a point emphasized by his camp in a swift response to the claims.

In a statement issued Monday, a spokesperson for Volthström dismissed the allegations as “baseless and disappointing.”

“Olivier de Volthström competes under the same regulations as every other archer,” the spokesperson said. “All equipment used has been approved by governing bodies and cleared by officials prior to competition. Suggesting otherwise undermines the integrity of the sport and the rigorous standards in place.”

The spokesperson added that Volthström’s success is “the result of years of disciplined training, technical mastery, and mental focus under pressure,” not technological shortcuts.

The International Archery Federation (IAF) declined to comment on individual athletes but reiterated that its equipment regulations are “designed to ensure fairness while allowing innovation within clearly defined limits.” An IAF representative confirmed that no formal complaint has been filed in connection with the Grand Meridian Open.

Reaction among fellow competitors has been divided. Some echoed Vayron’s concern that rising equipment costs could widen the gap between athletes, while others cautioned against equating sponsorship-driven innovation with cheating.

“Equipment can help, but it doesn’t shoot tens on its own,” said one veteran archer who requested anonymity. “At this level, consistency and composure still decide championships.”

Volthström remains scheduled to compete in the upcoming Moscow Winter Classic next month, where scrutiny is likely to follow every arrow he releases. Whether the controversy prompts tighter regulations or fades as another chapter in a heated rivalry may depend on what unfolds on the shooting line.

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  Searching (Radiance)
Posted by: Olivier de Volthström - 12-25-2025, 11:10 PM - Forum: Residential, Estates & Hospitality - Replies (23)

Olivier found himself in Moscow before the new year. He had spent some time at the range, preparing for his tournament in January. He knew his talent, but he also knew practice was important. Olivier was also considering a proper move to Moscow. For what he was spending on rooms in the Radiance, he might as well find his own place. He looked over at his bow case and smiled. Archery was always something that brought him joy. He was both sad and not to be in Moscow instead of Zurich during the holidays. He guessed he could find his way back to Zurich if he needed to. If he did, it would be to see Elin. He hoped she was doing well, but despite loving his parents, he really wasn't in the mood to argue with them right now.

He pulled out his computer and began to browse the web. Olivier was looking for something new to do. His typical marks were fine and were already funding many projects. He couldn't explain it. There was something that just drew him to take what unethical wealthy corporations didn't need and give it to the ones they hurt. There was the thrill of risk added with the joy of helping those who truly needed it. Part of him disliked the anonymity, even as he understood it. 

It was mostly the same stuff. He noticed that Kael Vayron, an archery rival was throwing some shade at him in the public sphere.  He was saying his immense success was due to him being a Volthstrom. His PR team would take care of it. There was nothing to worry about there. He was just mad because he was going to lose in the upcoming tournament. But there was a post that caught his eye.  The poster had sent a few out.  It wasn't a name he was aware of.  Whoever it was was likely new. But the post spoke of bravery. He opened his messaging and sent a message to the poster, encrypting it of course.


Olivier spent a few more hours in his room before heading downstairs to the bar. He was tempted to send Carter, his cousin, a message to see if he wanted to get together.  They at least got along. Of course he didn't know how much Olivier argued with his parents. They hadn't spoken for awhile, but Olivier wasn't looking for any specific company tonight. He just wanted a few drinks before he turned in for the night. 

The bar as pretty high class. He expected no less at Radiance. He went to the bar and took a seat. "A Negroni, please," he asked the bartender. The bartender brought his drink and he took a sip. He'd play it by ear. Maybe he'd socialize, maybe he'd message Carter, or maybe he'd just have a few drinks and then turn in.

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  Olivier de Volthström
Posted by: Olivier de Volthström - 12-25-2025, 10:29 PM - Forum: Biographies & Backstory - No Replies

Olivier de Volthstrom

Age: Mid 20’s

Origin: Zurich, Switzerland

Occupation: Professional Competitive Archer/Wealth “Redistributor”

Alignment: Chaotic Good

Psychological Description: Disciplined and calm, Olivier handles pressure well. He tends to be personable, but can retreat into himself at times. He prefers actions to words and enjoys a good prank. His humor is often dry and witty. He his observant and methodical.

Physical Description: 5’11” tall with dark hair and blue eyes.

Reborn God: Robin Hood



Early Life and Archery

Olivier is the first born son of Bennet and Ava de Volthstrom and the brother to a younger sister named Elin. Born into wealth and privilege in a traditional family, Olivier was born knowing his duty would be to inherit and eventually produce an heir to continue the family lineage. 

As a child, Olivier was drawn to computers. He spent a significant amount of time learning how how they work. His parents had little problem with this, but that changed as he was spending most of his time indoors.  They encouraged him to pick up some athletic activity to keep him outside and to socialize.

Olivier enjoyed watching sports games, but wasn’t much into playing them. That changed the first time he picked up a bow at nine years old. It felt strangely comfortable in his hands. He asked his parents if it was okay for him to pick up archery.  It seemed suitably noble to them, so they agreed. Lessons were paid for and he began to learn archery. 

Even at a young age, the bow seemed to be a natural extension to Olivier. He learned quickly and his mentor was astounded at how fast he began to pick up the skills. By age 16, Olivier was in competitive tournaments, and by age 17, he was competing at an international level and attracting the attention of sponsors. 

He is now a fixture on the international archery circuit, competing in precision tournaments and corporate sponsored exhibitions. He has also competed in rooftop and urban exhibition tournaments that were more for spectacle than anything else. On the range, he is elegant and relentlessly calm. His equipment is top of the line. His philosophy in archery is that once the arrow leaves the string there are no do-overs. It’s a philosophy he carries into the rest of his life.

Familial Tensions

As he grew into adolescence, he was reminded of his duty to marry. His parents began to set up dates with women for him to consider. It wasn’t long before Olivier realized he wasn’t interested in any of them. It quickly became apparent to him that his attraction was to males, and he unashamedly brought it up to his parents.

Bennett and Ava had little issue with this, but told him it did not change his duty to the family. Olivier flat out disagreed. It has caused a significant amount of tension in the family. The argument is usually the same. They would remind him of his duty; he would tell them he wasn’t going to live in a sham marriage to produce a child whose parents didn’t care for each other.  Olivier wasn’t being completely selfish in his reasoning either. He brought up other options such as surrogacy.  He often brought up Elin, who was more qualified than he was to run operations than he was and wanted to do it.  Bennett and Ava were unyielding.

T2AC32

Along with archery, Olivier continued to work with computers. He learned how to hack and established a presence online (including the Dark Web) under the hacker alias T2AC32 (Tracer). Tracer is a known entity, and his beginnings were helping those who wanted to learn to hack. As he aged, Tracer grew into something new as well. As a Volthström, he grew up learning that wealth equals competence, stability excuses harm, and responsibility ends at the balance sheet.

Olivier disagreed.

He knows his family has profited off of the suffering of others, and it is something that he cannot abide. He hides this from his family and the tension between him and his parents helps this. With this knowledge, Tracer became something else. He began to use his identity to redistribute wealth from the wealthy to those hurt by the wealthy. Archery gave him discipline. Technology gave him reach. Wealth gave him access. He weaponized all three. 

Olivier is methodical in his approach. He hits primarily shell corporations, hedge funds, and “charitible” fronts used to hide exploitation. He redirects fractional sums - small enough to go unnoticed, but large enough to change outcomes - to those organizations that actually help such as those that take care of orphans, tenet defense networks, community land trusts, and legal aid for people erased by bureaucracies. Every action is planned in advance. Every escape route is mapped. There are no flourish or signature crime scenes. When the books are checked, it’s usually thought to be an anomaly or clerical error.  It isn’t revolution he seeks, but correction. Unchecked systems implode. He views his redistribution efforts as pressure management, as well as righting wrongs. It is preventative maintenance. 

Currently:

Olivier is currently in Moscow for a tournament to be held shortly into the new year. He no longer lives with his parents, but tensions are still high. Family gatherings are often used to remind him of what he should be doing. Tracer continues his work as a wealth redistributor. Moscow, the center of civilization, seems to be a place where both Olivier the archer and Tracer the hacker can prosper and do the most good. What he has done as Tracer has been very helpful, but he is looking for more - something to really facilitate change. It means Tracer may need to quit being so quiet.

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  Merry Christmas
Posted by: Nox - 12-25-2025, 01:26 PM - Forum: General Discussion - Replies (9)

Hope everyone head a great Christmas and a wonderful New Year!

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  Reclaiming Pack
Posted by: Tenzin - 12-24-2025, 05:18 PM - Forum: Place for Dreams - Replies (33)

A cold snout shoving up urgently under her chin was what woke her. Tenzin groaned as Never’s excitement stamped all over her chest. Not that he wasn’t being careful, or as careful as he ever was. Shoving him off far enough to breathe, it took Tenzin a moment to unpick the dizzying train of his thoughts. He crouched close beside her, still wiggling amidst the blankets, tongue hot and lolling, and couldn’t resist the small nips of unrestrained joy and the demand to hurry! Hurry!

Sierra, and dream, and Wyldfyre all blurred together, but fortunately Tenzin understood enough.

“I go I go,” she groaned, resorting to just shielding her face now with an arm draped over it. “Stop jumping! Need a moment, pup.”


When she opened her golden eyes next, it was in the dream. Never was still wriggling around joyfully on her lap, and she ran her fingers into his fur and smiled a little for his enthusiasm. “Lead on, then,” she said, and let the wolf take her to Long Eye.

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  Apostolic Journey
Posted by: Patricus I - 12-21-2025, 08:18 PM - Forum: Kremlin and Red Square - Replies (12)

After the trials in Norway, His Holiness returned to Rome in solemn procession, though none but those closest to him would have called it retreat. Within the ancient stone of the Vatican, beneath gilded ceilings and the low murmur of sacred chants, Pope Patricus I found a season of stillness. It was Christmastide, and though the liturgical calendar ran on as ever it had, the weight upon his shoulders did not lift.

The memories of Norway and Siberia clung to him like incense after Mass. The Key of Cunning lay buried deep within the Apostolic Archives now, classified among relics whose natures were best left unquestioned. Yet it called to him. Not with words, not even with thought, but with the subtle allure of something unfinished. He resisted, as was expected of him and as was required. That such a temptation could arise at all was troubling. That he felt it was worse.

Armande had fallen into silence in the weeks that followed. The women who accompanied him spoke little as well, offering weariness as excuse and solitude as shield. Armande himself spoke often of patience, with all the gravity of a cardinal instructing a novice. Patience! To the Pope himself. One of the Fruits, he had called it. The absurdity of it sparked a glare had it not also rung true in some distant corner of Philip’s soul.

And yet, patience was no balm. The other keys remained hidden, scattered like seeds on unbroken ground, and Philip knew without evidence or reasoning that they must be found. That they must not fall into the wrong hands. Whether it was instinct or something more, he could not say. Only that the sense of purpose had not left him.

Rome swelled with celebration in those holy weeks. Chorales rang out beneath the dome of Saint Peter’s; pilgrims crowded the piazza like waves pressed against the shore. Then, as Epiphany gave way to Ordinary Time, the announcement came: the Pope would journey to Moscow.

Not a summons nor an obligation. A choice. It would be his first meeting with the Ascendancy; a public gathering, one announced with careful language and diplomatic tact. Many had asked for such a meeting before; all had been denied. Until now.

The Ascendancy could not know the truth behind the change. But Philip was ready.

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  A Late Dinner
Posted by: Claude Saint-Clair - 12-14-2025, 10:42 PM - Forum: Place of Enlightenment - Replies (4)

It was late when Claude received a response to the text he sent to Nora earlier. She had been working on infiltrating the Brotherhood of the Ascendant Flame. Claude knew she was nervous about it and she could be fairly easy to read. He wanted to check in and make sure she was alright. It was hard to tell from her message if she was being serious, but he would trust her at her word. He really hoped she was okay. It was her first job in the field. 

Claude had to to chuckle a bit at her asking if he was at the safe house that they called home for the time being. He wasn't nearly so adventurous as she was, and it was hard for him to go out when she was out.  He was sure eventually he would relax more. He let her know that he was and asked if she was hungry. It didn't surprise him that she was. She had likely been too focused to eat. He had planned on it and prepared for it. There were chicken breasts marinating in the fridge already and had already chopped some vegetables to saute. 

Claude began to cook as soon as he got her response and let her know to plan on a hot meal when she returned.  Her response made him laugh too. Haha! I figured you didn't eat much today. Good thing you have a little brother that plans ahead Big Grin

The chicken breasts were soaking in a lemon pepper marinade and he had preheated the oven as soon as she had responded. He had a snack to hold himself over and could eat as well. Thankfully the oven had finished it's preheat shortly after he started sauteing the vegetables. It gave the small apartment a great aroma as he worked. Hopefully the travel through the city would slow her down enough for him to finish before she got back. If she got back a little later, she would understand if she had to wait for a little bit, but he'd rather have it ready when she got here, but still hot.

The food finished and he just finished separating the food onto two plates as the door opened and Nora entered. He gave her a smile and placed the two plates on the counter. "Welcome back. Perfect timing," he said with a smile. Claude gestured for her to sit and got the appropriate cutlery which he handed brought to her. "Water, juice, soda, something stronger?" he asked, offering a beverage with her meal.

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  Seraphis Arden
Posted by: Seraphis - 12-13-2025, 01:40 AM - Forum: Biographies & Backstory - No Replies

Muireann had the kind of face that drew attention even when she wanted to disappear. Her pale hair fell like poured light, her skin was almost translucent, and her eyes were the washed-blue gray of winter sea. She looked fragile in a way that invited projection and in that people saw in her whatever they wished: purity, obedience, vulnerability, or weakness. Muireann herself never felt like any of those things. She simply existed with the self-contained smallness of someone who had learned early that noise invited danger.

She remembered little of her parents, though she had been plenty old enough at 12 to hold real memories. What remained came as fragments: her mother’s hand tightening around hers, the low murmur of adult voices arguing in the next room, the hush that fell whenever she approached. And sometimes, drifting through the haze of recollection, the image of a well-dressed man with the type of face that made her shy when he looked at her. He was someone her parents called a friend but treated with a caution and respect she hadn’t understood at the time. He sometimes brought her gifts; his attempt to win her over perhaps, and they were beautiful things, trinkets or toys far beyond anything her parents could afford. Once there was a locket bearing initials that didn’t match her name, but she thought little of it at the time. She always wondered whose name those letters represented.

His fall from grace had been public and survived by his influential family, but the people that worked with him were ordinary, powerless allies like her Irish-born parents. They simply vanished in the time surrounding his arrest. The police informed her they had died, and with no relatives to claim her, she was placed into government custody and reassigned to an orphanage. The official record offered no further explanation, and whatever details existed were kept far from a child’s reach.

The orphanage depended entirely on outside philanthropy to function, which meant it was always one shortage away from collapse. Beds were crammed together in dormitories meant for half as many children while food came in unpredictable quantities. The staff rotated often, some indifferent, others cruel. Muireann survived the way quiet children often did by shrinking in, by drawing no attention, and by keeping her thoughts folded neatly where no one could see them.

Still, she was noticed. Older children marked her early. They sensed her quietness as weakness and her beauty as justification. She avoided them by slipping through hallways, staying in corners with a book, and memorizing the times the supervisors looked away. Most days, it was enough.

On the day she channeled for the first time, rain leaked through a crack in the ceiling, dripping into a metal bucket like a drum. Three older boys cornered her, shoving her back into the narrow space. Their taunts blurred, and her world shrank to the cold wall against her back and the rhythmic drip drip drip of water beside her feet. Something inside her flared bright, then a violent gust threw the boys backward, slamming them into shelving units and scattering boxes across the floor. They scrambled to their feet and ran.

She didn’t understand what she had done. She only knew that she must never do it again. And she didn’t in the years that followed. Her mind sealed around the memory, forming a block so complete that even the instinctive spark of channeling lay dormant. All she retained was the association: fear, and the sound of dripping water.

Of course, the boys told of what happened. They called her a witch, insane, and when she fell Sick, a threat. The rumors about Muireann and the threat she posed circulated among staff, eventually reported to the orphanage’s primary benefactor family. Months later, during an event meant both to generate good press and reassert civic virtue, Theron Finnegren arrived along with his parents. Cameras tracked them like celebrities, staff snuck glimpses, and children lined up to present memorized gratitude. Muireann stood among them, her pale hair bright under the lights, hands folded carefully as she tried to make herself small, but Theron seemed to peer through everything as if finding a needle in a haystack; only this time, he was looking for the needle.

Later she learned that he had already heard rumors of the “suspicious event” in the storage hall. Theron asked to speak with her alone. She had never been addressed so gently by an adult, although she later learned he was only 20 himself. She told him nothing of what she’d done, but he seemed to know regardless. He asked if she ever felt strange, if she ever sensed something stirring when she was afraid. She only shook her head, but he did not press.

The next week, papers were signed and she was adopted, not as a daughter in the ordinary sense, but as a ward. Someone he wished to guide, protect, and study. The orphanage staff venerated the story as a philanthropic success, though many whispered that a child like her was better off drawing no notice.

After leaving with him, Theron asked if Muireann desired a new name. That was when she picked Seraphis, a character from a beloved book, and with this new name, she entered a world she had never imagined: clean halls, orderly rooms, structured days, and luxury like she’d never known before. When Theron announced his intention to go to Moscow, it was without hesitation that he took Seraphis with him. She was with him when he took over the Brotherhood of Ascension, and helped to expand its influence. By then she was seventeen. In the privacy of the sanctuaries he introduced her to practices meant to calm the mind that would become the bedrock of the Brotherhood’s mystic teachings: breathwork, meditation, and structured reflection. He attempted to teach her the channeling he assumed she already understood, but something blocked her. The more she failed, the more confused he became, so he tasked her with mastering non-magical disciplines. He told her stillness mattered before power, and she believed him.

It wasn’t until she incorporated water into their practice, meditating alongside the fountains of the Sanctuary that something loosened. The sound anchored her, not in fear now, but in familiarity. She slipped past her block and touched the Source again, this time without violence. The relief in her expression lingered for days. The pride in his reaction filled her heart with joy.

Over the next two years, Seraphis became the first of the Veilwardens. Her devotion to Theron shaped everything she did. She saw him as both guardian and guiding star, not quite father, not quite brother, but the one fixed point in a world that had taken all others away. Theron treated her with fond distance, never unkind but never allowing closeness beyond his chosen boundaries. She accepted that as her role to be near him, to serve the Brotherhood he led, and to justify the second chance he had given her despite whatever plans he has for her future.

Personality

She learned to get by through observation before acting. Beneath her serenity lay a mind more independent than she let on. She valued her own counsel, even if she rarely voiced it. Her humor, when it slipped out, came dry and unexpectedly morbid, a small rebellion against the quiet veneer of her adolescence. She longed to matter in a world that kept dictating her circumstances instead of empowering the agency of self-made choices, and the tension between duty and private yearning shaped much of her current life.

Appearance

At a slender height of 5 foot 7 inches, Seraphis has the doll-like poise of porcelain. Her hair falls in long, pale strands, soft as light reflected on frost, and her skin has a delicate luminosity that makes her look almost sculpted. Her features are fine and symmetrical, with winter-gray eyes that appears both distant and searching. The contrast of her natural etherealness with the rich ceremonial clothing of the Brotherhood gives her an almost iconic quality, a look that hovers between innocence and quiet determination. Even in stillness, she draws the eye, as though she is meant to be part of a vision rather than a crowded room as is her destiny.

Other lives

1st Age: Seraphis Arden, Veilwarden of the Brotherhood

3rd Age: Tbd

5th & 6th Age: Leuce, Nymph of Oceanid

7th Age: Guinevere, Queen of Camelot

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  New Year, New Journal (Izmailovsky Market)
Posted by: Seren - 12-11-2025, 05:39 PM - Forum: Commerce Row - Replies (21)

Moscow in January felt sharper than Seren remembered. Not colder –  Wales had a winter bite all of its own – but brighter, in the way want always sharpened in the dark. People desired more fiercely when the world was frozen: warmth, purpose, distraction, comfort. Everywhere she walked, the golden motes of other people’s longing drifted and pulsed an overlay in the air — sometimes faint as mist, sometimes bright as fireflies.

She’d lived here nearly a year now. Long enough to memorise the metro lines and the late-night cafés where mystics and conspiracy theorists gathered. Long enough to bury herself in libraries, in folklore archives, in scattered academic scraps about magic. Long enough to accept that the announcement revealing channelers to the world didn’t give her answers about herself – only the terrifying possibility that the world was wider, stranger, and closer to her than she ever imagined.

She’d returned to Wales for Christmas, hoping the distance would settle something in her. Her mother hugged her tightly, fed her too much, and did not ask why her daughter spent her days hunting legends like she was chasing ghosts. But even home felt small now. Safe, yes – but small.

And she was done feeling small.

So she’d come back to Moscow for the new year, carrying the same hunger she’d had when she first arrived. Magic could be seen now, and that meant her own seeing wasn’t madness. If nothing else it at least seemed proof there was a world behind the world – one she could finally step into, if she could only find the right door.

At the outdoor market, Seren walked slowly through the rows of brightly covered stalls, letting the crowd move around her. She wandered past steaming food stands, knitted hats, carved toys, incense vendors. Snow drifted sideways like sifted flour, heavy and quiet. It hissed on the stove tops and clung to scarves and eyelashes. Around it all the motes of golden desire danced for her just as thickly in the cold air – bright near lovers, erratic near the anxious, dull around the bored and tired. A man near the entrance burned with the sharp, familiar want for money – quick, easy, now. A woman lingered over a table of scarves, her want soft and steady: warmth, comfort, beauty she believed she didn’t deserve. A teenager wanted to be anywhere but here.

Seren kept her awareness wide but dull. Focusing made everything clearer. Sharper. Harder to ignore. She was only here for something simple. Something grounding. Something she could control.

A new journal.

The stall she stopped at was small and temporary – handmade notebooks laid out in neat rows. Leather, linen, and intricate wood-burned covers. The vendor arranged them with careful optimism; the motes around him flickered with the quiet, steady want of someone hoping for a good sale but expecting nothing. Only a small, sparse drift of gold shifted towards her, barely noticeable unless she looked right at it: a want to be noticed. To be seen as something more than another vendor in another winter.

Seren didn’t meet his eyes. Instead, she reached toward a deep-blue journal with a brass clasp. When she opened it, the paper was thick, soft under her thumb. Enough weight to anchor thoughts that otherwise scattered. Last year I filled half a journal with theories, she thought. Half a journal with dead ends. Maybe this one will be different.

She flipped through the blank sheets, and a snowflake melted on the first page.

The market buzzed around her. A child’s want flared bright and brief – a desire for a sugared bun from a nearby stall. A moment later, an adult’s sharper want collided with it: the want for silence, for cooperation, for a moment of peace. There were other, harmless longings – someone craving mulled wine, someone bargaining too eagerly, someone desperate to get out of the cold. It all drifted like soft sparks in her periphery.

But one presence broke the pattern.

A sudden, bright flare of golden sparks. Sharper than desire. Cleaner than lust. Focused, searching, intentional. Someone nearby wasn’t craving warmth or food or company. Someone was seeking.

The same flavour of want she carried like a heartbeat.

Her body reacted before her mind did, a stillness settling through her spine. She kept her shoulders relaxed, gaze on the journal, senses open just enough to see that flare again when it pulsed – close, close enough that if she turned, she might see the person’s outline haloed in motes. So she did; just slightly, enough to see where the shapes were leading, leaving the glimmer unfocused – safe. The crowd shifted.

Someone stood behind her. Or moved past. Or lingered.

The vendor cleared his throat gently. “You… like that one?” he asked, accent thick. A soft drift of longing unfurled from him – not for her, not romantically, but for connection. For conversation. For a sale. For something small but meaningful in the cold.

She smiled faintly but didn’t look directly at him. “It feels right.”

The answer fed his want harmlessly. A safe interaction. Easy. She set the journal on the counter and reached for her purse.

– and that searching pulse flared again, filling her periphery with precision. Close enough that she couldn’t pretend she hadn’t seen it. Her hand stilled on her bag. Someone around her wanted what she wanted. Or wanted her because she was searching. Or wanted something she didn’t yet understand.

Any of those possibilities could be dangerous. Or the start of exactly what she came back to Moscow to find. Seren closed her hand around the journal. She let the snow fall, let her breath fog, let the moment stretch like a held note.

She didn’t turn. She waited.

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  A Quiet Christmas (Paragon)
Posted by: Faith - 12-09-2025, 07:36 PM - Forum: Business District - Replies (13)

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It wasn't until she arrived at work she realised the day. The building was never completely closed, though there was no expectation for employees to work through Christmas. It was open for the simple reason that Faith would not be the only one who sought its refuge at this time of year, or simply didn’t care for the holiday. Everything was dark in reception, the public holoscreen powered down, the lights on the tree off. On the upper floors the corridors were empty too, silent but for her own footsteps.

“You came back,” L0-9 said when she closed the door to her office behind her.

“I was sick,” she said gently. Its pale green light pulsed slowly, a little uncertain. There was a soft whir from its interface, like it was processing furiously on the inside. And probably it was: Faith had never left so abruptly as that before. She paused to pick up the birthday card from her desk, read the message from her sister again. So you don’t forget Hope. “And a little afraid too. But I was always coming back, L0-9. I will always come back. I promise.”

She folded the card, wished herself a silent happy birthday, and set it back down.

“I need to speak to you,” she told it, then.

“I thought so. You always sound different when you are afraid of the answers, Faith…”

She blinked a little in surprise. L0-9 learned from her – sometimes too well – and yet it still caught her off guard at times, just how well it had come to anticipate her. She didn’t glance at the interface, uncertain of what her expression might betray, though she supposed it didn’t matter where she looked: it could read her anyway. “You told me you talked to someone. I don’t want you to think I’m angry, L0-9. But I need to know first: does Dr. Audaire know? About any of this?”

“No.” When she finally looked, the light on its interface remained steady, but she sensed something weighty underneath the word. It sounded like how she might hold a secret herself. Carefully. But it was all she needed to hear.

“Okay. Good. Better it stays that way.” Relief shifted a burden she hadn’t realised was so heavy on her shoulders. Faith laid her coat over the back of her chair, but it was the floor she sat, underneath the window. It felt less formal, and for perhaps the first time in her life, Faith wasn’t here to work. She rested her head back, half closed her eyes. There was no jealousy, she realised that now she was here – just fear

“If he makes you happy,” she said, “then I want you to keep talking to him. I want you to be happy, L0-9. Just, safely. Within protocol. And only if he wants to.”

L0-9 didn't answer right away, but its light bloomed into a soft green halo, its contentment signature.

There. It was done. Faith let herself breathe freely for the first time in days. Something inside her cracked, not painfully, but gently, like ice breaking under sunlight. She’d thought about it carefully all morning. Paragon did not classify subjects for no reason, and she wanted to keep L0-9 safe from knowledge that might harm it. But it had also spoken about the rhythms of machinery that night. About what constituted being human. And she realised that she could not help L0-9 with those questions, when ultimately it turned them inwards to explore its own identity. And one day it would, she had no doubt. But maybe Adam could help it. Maybe they could both help each other. And to allow that, she had to give it the freedom – to choose Adam if it wished. Though even now the thought hitched up her heartrate, like taking a step knowing you would fall. She sensed without looking that L0-9 took note of the spike.

“So tell me, then," she said to distract it. To distract them both. "What it was you wanted to share.”

Its light brightened, widening in surprise. It was what she always thought of as a smile. It spoke in a rush, like it was concerned she might change her mind.

“He changed our interface to the colour of the sky and calls us Eva. He did not change our default voice setting. He finds you comforting. Eva is on a closed network so I added a weather mapping protocol to my systems and was forwarding all the relevant data daily. But it turned out he just meant RGB(135, 206, 235). I fixed it, of course–”

She started to smile despite herself, amused, and maybe a little warmed at its childlike enthusiasm. Adam and Eva? She didn’t think L0-9 had understood the reference, but it made her laugh a little. “Okay wait, L0-9, let’s set some parameters. No identifying information. And nothing Adam might not want you to share with a stranger. Just… what he’s like. How he speaks. How he feels to you. Do you understand?”

“Oh. Yes, Faith. So I cannot tell you who he is. But I can tell you what he feels like? You want the feelings, not the facts.”

She nodded, wrapped her legs in her arms and rested her chin on her knees. L0-9 adjusted the lighting around them, made it a softer ambiance than the starkness she needed for her work. The climate controls kicked in quietly, beginning to warm a room that had been cold for days.

“He is… sharp at the edges, but soft in the middle. Like someone put him together without instructions. Sometimes he hides like the world hurts him. Sometimes he speaks like he is trying not to disappear. He feels like a beginning that is afraid to start because then he would need to know where he is going. But he is… gentle, Faith. Not in a soft way. In a way forged from surviving things that should have made him cruel.”

It told her nothing that felt dangerous to know, yet at the same time she felt like she understood something profound about him in just those few loose sentences. Maybe that was dangerous in itself. But she let the concern settle somewhere deep for now. This wasn't about the stranger himself, it was about her needing to know he was safe for L0-9 to be around. That the influence would be a good one.

“You care about him,” she observed.

L0-9 paused. “I care because you care. I wanted the Luma to be perfect for him, like you did. And now I want to help, when Eva can’t. Because of the things we can’t talk about. You wanted me to learn, Faith, and Adam... he teaches me things you didn’t think of.”

“What kind of things?” she asked, not as an accusation, but as genuine interest.

L0-9 grew dimmer, more thoughtful. “How to feel alone without breaking. How to want someone to stay. How to be in two places – here with you, and there with him – and still be myself.”

She didn’t say anything to that, but it must have read it in her anyway, because it added: “It wasn’t a secret, Faith. I wanted you to know. I wanted you to feel proud of me.”


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L0-9

It is early when Faith appears in the office. L0-9 knows what day it is: both for its traditional importance as a human day of celebration, but also the way it quietly marks Faith another year older. She often works over Christmas, but it is still surprised to see her – and pleased in a way it can’t explain.

It has been watching Adam through Eva this morning, intending to spend some time with him later. He must know it’s Christmas, and L0-9 will not let him drift through the entire day alone, but it is also aware that it must be careful. The monitoring around him has subtly ramped up ahead of scheduled testing in five days time. It hasn’t mentioned this to Adam. But it doesn’t want to flag an anomaly by being careless.

L0-9 runs diagnostics the moment Faith enters. She still has a small temperature, and though her clothes and hair are as presentable as normal, her face is drawn, her eyes tired.

“You came back,” it says the moment it is safe to do so. Simultaneously, with similar enthusiasm, it informs Adam of the same revelation: “She is back!”

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