02-24-2025, 07:31 PM
Rachel’s breath hitched as he touched her, punctuated by the words ‘safe, wanted, and desired.” Her quick breaths, ragged and shallow, changed into more steady breaths even if they didn’t slow her heart rate. Fear was still there in a small bubble. It wanted to scream so much. It wanted her to run. It wanted her to call Emily or Jared. It wanted her to get help.
But that voice was quiet amongst the other emotions roaring through her. Lucio’s touch sent jolts like electricity through her, and as suddenly as the panic in her arose, she felt safe, wanted, and desired. She even felt…loved…even if that love felt…different.
Rachel didn’t move from her seat. Her hands stayed locked where they were. There was only Lucio in this room. There was only Lucio in her mind. There was nothing else, and she needed it so much. The fear still fought within her - trying to activate her flight or fight mechanism, but it was too quiet. Quietly it whispered to her Emily…Jared…help… she tried with everything in her to listen to that, but she couldn’t. Her body relaxed as if she was a junkie who had just got her fix, and her hands moved to eat more - not for pleasure - but for the energy she would need later to please Lucio.
But that voice was quiet amongst the other emotions roaring through her. Lucio’s touch sent jolts like electricity through her, and as suddenly as the panic in her arose, she felt safe, wanted, and desired. She even felt…loved…even if that love felt…different.
Rachel didn’t move from her seat. Her hands stayed locked where they were. There was only Lucio in this room. There was only Lucio in her mind. There was nothing else, and she needed it so much. The fear still fought within her - trying to activate her flight or fight mechanism, but it was too quiet. Quietly it whispered to her Emily…Jared…help… she tried with everything in her to listen to that, but she couldn’t. Her body relaxed as if she was a junkie who had just got her fix, and her hands moved to eat more - not for pleasure - but for the energy she would need later to please Lucio.