02-02-2025, 12:32 AM
Marta sat down on the ground and pulled her knees to her chest. Splash came by and lay down next to her, and she place a hand on her head and began to pet gently. Tears began to fall and she wiped them clear with her other hand. ”I don’t know,” she said in response to his question.
It was true. She want sure what information she was looking for. She only knew what scared her. Her breathing hitched. She wasn’t afraid to cry in front of people. She had done so with Ricky, Elyse, and her therapist. She knew letting out the emotions was good. ”I just know that because of my issues and what I’ve experienced, it’s easier to forget who I am than most of those like me. I’ve made friends. Friends help remind me - keep me from the darkness. I’m scared. I’m scared of what will happen if I lose that. I haven’t lost control or anything. I just want to make sure I don’t. You say your friend sometimes makes mistakes, but I’m scared because I can’t afford to make mistakes. Mistakes mean people might get hurt and I don’t want to hurt anyone,” she looked down and spoke the words again in almost a whisper. ”I don’t want to hurt anyone.”
It was true. She want sure what information she was looking for. She only knew what scared her. Her breathing hitched. She wasn’t afraid to cry in front of people. She had done so with Ricky, Elyse, and her therapist. She knew letting out the emotions was good. ”I just know that because of my issues and what I’ve experienced, it’s easier to forget who I am than most of those like me. I’ve made friends. Friends help remind me - keep me from the darkness. I’m scared. I’m scared of what will happen if I lose that. I haven’t lost control or anything. I just want to make sure I don’t. You say your friend sometimes makes mistakes, but I’m scared because I can’t afford to make mistakes. Mistakes mean people might get hurt and I don’t want to hurt anyone,” she looked down and spoke the words again in almost a whisper. ”I don’t want to hurt anyone.”