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  Like Father Like Daughter
Posted by: Natalie Grey - 09-03-2020, 06:29 PM - Forum: Greater Moscow - Replies (2)

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Natalie and Alistair 

Entry was a blur Natalie paid scant attention to. Her silence became a fortress as she passed through security, building layers of armour for the trial to come. They led her to a non-descript meeting room in the prison, where he was already waiting.

Alistair Grey looked old. He looked tired

Natalie stared a long time in silence across the table. The severe lines of his face did not break with whatever emotion he might feel inside, if any. His hands were laced, but he was sat back comfortably in his chair. He did not speak. Neither did she. Not for a long time, despite how the clock on the wall marched an insistent tick towards the time allotted. 

A thousand things she might say. A thousand things she did not.

"You could have helped. She died,” were the eventual words to cut the silence. Her expression blanked entirely, and for once she found effort in it. The grief feathered in her chest like a monster unfurling, and then squeezed everything unbearably tight. For the loss of Cayli after all they had fought and succeeded in protecting her from, and for everything that had unravelled since. 

“No, Natalie, I could not,” he said smoothly, not missing a beat. He was undeterred by her coolness, nor by the faint betrayal of emotions she felt stirring behind her mask. Her grief was neatly hidden, but she knew he of all people would spy it in her; the tells of devastation, a cut that exposed bone. “You were sent protection, and you chose to squander it. Your friend tried to barter with me, like I was the enemy and not your damn father. I told you to pick good allies, and it seems that fell on utterly deaf ears.” The words were enunciated and crisp but for the bite of emphasis. The cold of his pale gaze was utterly unwavering; unnerving, even though she knew how often her own mirrored it. He paused, intent on his silent dissection of her, until he finally added: “But perhaps if you had just spoken to me.”

And there it was.

It stung.

Because she’d known all along what he fucking wanted.

She did not say that Jay had thrown the device in a lake, or that she had been glad to see it sink. But she had realised the mistake even then. While trapped at Jensen's estate she had reached out to Alvis to ask him to bridge their contact, but perhaps the man had finally spurned her pleas. Her father had certainly never contacted her afterwards. She should have done more. Light why didn't she do more? It all happened so fast at the end; fast as the bullet that took Cayli in the back of the skull when they were finally running. And perhaps her father could have done nothing to help despite the impression of salvation he would allow her to believe. They would never know though; what difference it might have made.

She finally looked down at her hands, like the weight might break her. 

Five years. Five fucking years.

Recent memory nauseated. The heat of the stranger’s touch on her body in the underground club, drowning in the rolling beat of music -- seeking the shape of any oblivion she could, and waking up strapped down for her sins. The same mistake made again when she downed the shots at the casino bar, chased by the bloodied ghosts of Africa, but perhaps more so by her glimpse of Jay curled into Anna Marie. She’d been going to tell him about the documents; about her father’s reach, and the possibility of his help despite the way the sacrifice to her pride twisted in her stomach. Instead she threw herself to recklessness and spite, wounded by how alone he had made her feel.  

It had been Jay himself who pulled her back from that edge, depositing her safely in her room in a hideously drunken state before she managed any more self-inflicted damage. The irony of course, realised in the coldness of full reflection, that like a self-fulfilling prophecy he had left her to battle those demons on her own anyway; pushed her away at her very weakest and with perhaps the deepest hurt she could contemplate at the time. And it had severed that last chance to lean on her father’s aid in the process.

Because of her frailty.

Even the next day she could have found him; demanded the wallet, and rectified the damage. So removed from the moment now, she wondered savagely why she hadn’t. Not that she’d known of Jay’s own bargaining at the time, but she’d fitted enough of the pieces together to guess at his stupidity. Only she’d needed time, and space, to nurse that old pain. The flare of the unhealed wound proved too miserably deep; the sense of that vast void, and no one in it, too unquantifiable.

Would Cayli still be alive if she'd confronted Jay at the time? Taken the wallet and made the fucking call?

There wouldn't ever be an answer to that. But she'd have to live with the question.

“Five years. Five years when I needed you. I hated you for that.” Her voice was raw, but inflectionless. A vicious kind of truth, and she wanted to hurt him with it, but he did not flinch.

Instead he only looked at her levelly, and without regret. He leaned in, pressed his elbows on the table between them.

“When Nikolai Brandon revealed himself to the world, we already knew what it is you are, Natalie. How could we not? I knew too that Edward would want you registered and safe in the Custody's palm. It's sound politicking, and he is ever the politician. But I had hoped to speak with you before you made that decision. I'd rather you out of Moscow altogether. But your mother thinks you’re safest here. I wish you had come to me when I asked you to.”

The words chafed, and anger was easier to bear than the reopening of such ancient scars. Easier too than guilt. She felt it simmer like acid in her gut. “Then that's the only reason you contacted me in Africa.”

He didn’t deny it. She swallowed the sharp pain, surprised he could even make her feel it given there was nothing surprising in his words.

“Whatever you choose to think of me, I left you to make your own decisions. You would have tied the guilt of my imprisonment like an anchor to your feet,” he said.

Natalie had railed her entire life against the kind of pedestals she knew her father refused to place her on; the only one who didn’t at the time, and earning her love all the more fiercely for it. If her spine was forged from adamantine, it was because he raised her to that strength. No kind hands cupped skinned knees when they were growing up; rather, Alistair had been the sort of father to stand impatiently back, waiting for his children to pick themselves up and get back on the bike. Isobel had always been a little afraid, wide-eyed and unsure of this man who was so utterly unmoved by a child's tears. But for Natalie it had been a challenge. It had been trust.

Until he broke it.

Belligerence rose in her like fire, burning the back of her throat and arming her for a war she would never win against him. Because he simply did not care. His love had always been a capricious beast, not warm and deep-rooted like their mother's, but angular and sharp -- and all the more valued for its rarity. If it bit her at times she had never had cause to ever doubt it, not until he snapped the cord and sent her free-wheeling into darkness. Why shouldn’t he have expected her to want to protect him, whatever sins the Custody jailed him for? Or fall alongside, if she could not. That was love.

She did not want an apology, but no contrition softened his words. There was no silent beg for her to understand that he had needed to wield such hurt in order to protect. She understood his reasons, but she would never forgive him for them.

Her hands tightened. Her nails dug into her palms as she scraped her chair back.

“Natalie, why do you think I urged you to choose your friends wisely. You let that loyalty become such a heavy burden.”

And god but she hated that he knew her so well; hated that he of all people retained the ability to read her plainly, when any other might see only the cold emptiness of her shell. For once it was her eyes that tore away for reprieve, unaccustomed to the exposure. He was right.

I can’t do this without you

The words that sealed a bond soon after tossed into the test of flames, to be forged molten in fire and blood, or to break. The memories skated against her, running ghostly fingers over the frayed edges of her soul. She wanted to close her eyes against it, but didn’t. “I know,” she said eventually. Pale eyes met pale eyes. An acknowledgement sank there that twitched his lips with a frown, the first measure of his own discomfort.

He did not ask what she might mean. What she might have done.

“You think I stopped loving you,” he said instead. Surprise or irritation, for once she could not tell, or did not wish to.

“I can’t forgive you. Don’t ask me to,” she snapped.

“And do you suppose I stopped loving your mother too? Your sisters?”

“I only got in the fucking car to ask you for the information you promised. Jay met the terms. And I’m here now. That’s what you wanted, whatever you told him.”

He was finally riled, but he took a moment to recompose at the sharpness of her demand. Her muscles ached with the tightness with which she held herself, still on the verge of standing from her chair; caught between the desire to walk away, and the stubborn tenacity to get what she fucking came for. Not a reunion. Not explanations for the chasm grown of their long silence, or any of the wounds inflicted, intentionally or otherwise. She told herself she didn’t care. It was a lie. But all she wanted from him now was information.

Her gaze stung, ice pale. She’d never asked Jay what they’d spoken about, exactly. She didn’t want to know. But she knew her father; knew how he’d have latched onto Jay’s desperation at the time, wondering why it was a stranger who called and not his daughter, then deciding what it meant. Knew what he would have promised, and how he might have allowed Jay to dig whatever grave he deemed most appropriate for the exchange. It wasn’t difficult to sketch the broad strokes even without the detail. For every insight Alistair spied into the darknesses of Natalie’s soul, she saw too in her father. He gave Jay rope for hanging, and Jay had swung until he regretted the price. Then he’d turned his back on Alistair, knowing the slight might end up costing him more. For her.

Jay had no family left to protect now, no reason to chase the answers that had once meant so much. Lines between life and death. Hope and despair. No silver linings softened the blow. But Natalie wouldn’t let it lie.

She couldn’t.

“You didn't ring the number I gave you, I take it.”

“It was for Orion pharmaceuticals”, she said, but he just raised a brow like she was wrong.

“I gave you those documents before I ever knew you’d leave for America. Think about that for a moment. What do you suppose it all had in common? Seek out the common thread, and maybe you’ll find the answer on your own. I barely had to dig into the people you keep around you to find the rot. It’s everywhere, and I would make you see it. Natalie, I gave you that information because I wanted you to look beneath the surface. To do it before you chose whose damn side you were on.”

When she said nothing he continued.

“You know the Custody knew about that facility and the children being kept there. Or you suspect it, at least. A location completely outside Brandon’s borders, yet apparently not for much longer.”

He dug at suspicions she buried, and did not wish to confront, especially with him. Natalie refused to be drawn in to Custody affairs and conspiracies, even as each word rang with horrific truth. She slammed a lid against the memories, knowing her father would only continue to pick at the lock. There was intensity to him now. His gaze pinned. The last words were quiet though. “We both know what caused the fire in my office, and we both know why. Is it so unbelievable now, Natalie, with everything else you have learned since?”

The breath was tight in her chest.

But she was thinking then of the dominion pin stitched to the seal of Jay’s soul.

She stood. Jaw tight. Her fist banged once on the door to be let out.

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  Scientist to Scientist
Posted by: Angelika - 09-03-2020, 05:55 PM - Forum: Kremlin and Red Square - Replies (20)

[[ Danika, Morven, MV, Marcus -- any of ya'll Kremlin types are welcome to jump in otherwise it'll just be a solo rp ]]

Durante had contacted the Inquisitor. And before the man disappeared off the planet he'd mentioned the boy god wanting to share information.  

Angelika sent the boy a private secure text

I am Dr. Woźniak an Atharim scientist. You mentioned to the Inquisitor the tunnels? and help?

His response was not immediate but it came in just as the nights started to get dark 

Dr. Weston and co await you at a secret Kremlin facility.

It was cryptic, but it gave her a who and a place just not a why or when.  She supposed it didn't matter.  And scheduling an appointment wouldn't matter one way or the other.  The Kremlin was a big place, and the front desk was the most logical place to start.

She looked the average business woman.  Nothing fancy, nothing too strict, but business like.  The suit was tailored to fit, she did not look like the nerdy scientist she preferred to walk around like.  Today was all about impressions.  And not dying.  It was a dangerous avenue to undergo, but she doubted that they'd kill her on the spot, she after all had never killed a single soul unlike others -- and Durante walked these walls -- he was a hunter, a killer... exceptions to be made.

At the front desk she smile though it was forced. "My name is Dr. Woźniak. I was sent by a young man, Nox Durante to meet with Dr. Weston.  It is about a project down in the bowles of the city."

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  Tipsy
Posted by: Grym - 09-03-2020, 12:37 AM - Forum: Nightlife & Entertainment - Replies (13)

Continued from: Beggars (Market district)

They both had errands and agreed to meet up for their respective needs. Grym wasn’t the kind of girl that went shopping with another girl, for car parts or shoes. She procured the necessary piece that she found online, and negotiating a good percentage off the top price too. Which meant she had enough cash to front a night out.

The place she recommended was a basement bar off Pushkin Square, Pod Mukhoi, which was Russian slang for tipsy. Off a back alley there was a set of concrete, narrow stairs leading to a rackety door. The neon sign above was broken, such that the P was dark, leading the name to look more like Od Mukhoi.

On Thursday nights the place was busier, mostly with locals, but a tourist or two wasn’t unheard of. Grym pushed the door open, but the sun was still up and the bar was mostly empty.

An older woman well past her prime was leaning against a wall, broom crooked in her elbow while she tapped away at a Wallet in her hand. She wore a leopard print top with a bulge of fat squished out the sides where it had ridden up above her hips. Her hair was pulled back, a mix of old black dye and unfinished roots. Her legs were bare below a mini skirt, and she wore black knee-boots.

She glanced up when the door opened, looking annoyed by the early customers.

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  15k posts!
Posted by: Thalia - 09-02-2020, 06:54 AM - Forum: General Discussion - Replies (3)

*throws confetti*

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  The Silent Walker
Posted by: Valeriya - 08-21-2020, 12:51 AM - Forum: Greater Moscow - No Replies

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Illarion
Brother of the Eye of the Khylsty

In the early morning hours, a man in a long brown coat hurriedly walked the labyrinth of Moscow streets. He kept his hood pulled up around his ears and his hands plunged deep in the pockets. The coat was buttoned all the way to his ankles, where very plain black sneakers peeked out. He was as nondescript as possible. Once, someone passing the opposite direction on the sidewalk caught a glimpse of his face and gasped at the empty white eyes that looked back. Illarion made no effort to appease the stranger, for even the barest opening of his lips was more of a snarl than a smile.

Their Great One and the Eye of the Khylsty departed some time before, abandoning their people to serve some great mission that was above the awareness of a meager acolyte. Illarion was left in charge of the Khylstys, but Matvei quickly out-maneuvered him. He did not bother to thwart Matvei’s ambitions. Instead, Illarion took to the streets. He felt caged and imprisoned. Far more so than he did Below. If he was to escape the bondage of their masters, he would need to learn the lay of the land.

And so he walked. Day after day. He learned, watched, and walked.

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  Respite & Resolve
Posted by: Natalie Grey - 08-20-2020, 10:46 AM - Forum: Past Lives - Replies (25)

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Nythadri & Elly

Continued from The Wheel Turns:

The horses' hooves thudded from the grass of the hillside to a clop against stones in a courtyard. Braziers burned, emitting red flickering warmth but little true light, casting the corners into gloomy shadows. Nythadri’s gaze swept her new surroundings. It was not the first time she had stepped through someone else’s Gate into the utter unknown -- and that did not even include Talin’s hurried offering two days prior -- but she was surprised to this time feel a little trepidation stir in her gut. It seemed somehow more final; like the first step on a path that would not allow for retreat.

It was a quiet welcome, but did not seem clandestine either despite the dark hour. A few servants milled, so clearly they had been expected, but it was as unceremonious as an unremarkable return home rather than the formal welcome of White Tower guests. Talin never revealed where she was from, and Nythadri had never cared to ask, but she did not think this was so personal a glimpse as to reveal where the woman was born -- and Nythadri had other suspicions to that end anyway. She watched the Yellow dismount, nimble despite long hours in the saddle. The lines of her shoulder had eased a little, like the weight was a little less.

It seemed they had reached a moment of respite.

Nythadri wasn’t sure how she was going to negotiate her stiff limbs into a graceful dismount, but Elly must have felt a resonance of the pain because she slid free from her own horse easily, and then reached to offer assistance without prompting. Light above did it hurt though, and for a moment Nythadri wasn’t wholly convinced her legs would even bear her weight. She felt more than saw Elly’s sly smile, and pulled away belligerently from the support of the hand at her elbow. Talin might ease the suffering, but Nythadri would not endure the injury of pride to ask, and she doubted the woman would even think to offer. Or perhaps find it amusing not to.

“Rest, sister -- we will do that while we can. And then we must speak,” was in fact all the Aes Sedai said at all as she drew close. Her face was solemn in the torchlight. There was a pinch of weariness in her eyes though, revealed perhaps in the relief of brief sanctuary.

**

This was not where she had expected to be. The rooms she and Elly were shown to were handsomely furnished, though they might have been as sparse as an Accepted’s chamber and Nythadri would have still been glad for the hallmarks of civilization. Steam rolled atop a copper bath by the hearth, and a small platter of breads, olives, and wine had been left on the table. Elly’s long legs roamed from wall to wall, investigating all nuances. No worry flared from within her. It seemed more instinct or habit than mistrust, and Nythadri watched with mild amusement for newly minted rituals. It seemed unlikely they had anything to fear here, but she let the woman complete the task undisturbed.

“I will find out exactly where we are. Can I trust you to stay out of trouble?”

“We really need to talk about this baby Aes Sedai thing.” The tone scorched dry as the Waste, but there was little true offense at the irreverence. Rather that than cloying formality, which would have been infinitely more tiresome. She unhooked the clasp of the cloak at her throat. Whatever oils had been mixed with the bathwater itched her skin with the desire to be clean. She could almost feel the heat soothing tired muscles. “My guess is somewhere in Illian, by the food and decor.”

The Warder nodded, and did not seem to notice that the words came with no promise as she slipped out the door.

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  Idle Chit Chat
Posted by: Allan - 08-19-2020, 05:10 PM - Forum: Kremlin and Red Square - Replies (17)

Meeting the Atharim channeler had been exciting and lackluster once Allan got past his initial reaction.  Much of polish had worn off when the Ascendancy had questioned his motives for wanting to join them in the tunnels.  And doubts crept in. But the awe of the world unknown still pulled at Allan.  He eagerly awaited the meeting with his leader later that evening.

Still in uniform Allan made his way to the Ascendancy's private chambers. No time had been given and Allan would wait as long as necessary for the man to allow him entrance into his private affairs. There were rumors of his relationship with the US Congresswoman, and now that they were separated by oceans those rumors had not ceased only changed in directions.  Allan held no stock in those rumors anymore than he had with others around the compound.  But he had listened none-the-less.

Allan wondered about the book or knowledge on offer.  Where did the Ascendancy get it?  How did he know about the Atharim? Why did he put so much stock in the boy who could channel, when he could obviously end the man's life with just as much ease.  Trust was not something to be given lightly.  He was a proclaimed enemy of channelers -- yet he was one.  The dichotomy was deafening in Allan's ears.  How could he do both?  Be both?

Allan knocked on the entryway door and waited for his mentor to answer.  There might be just a handing over of the book or a long night full of conversation.  With the Ascendancy, Allan never knew.  But no matter what it was a joy to spend the time with the man.  So much better than his own father.

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  Vactrain Project Announcement
Posted by: Ascendancy - 08-18-2020, 01:38 AM - Forum: The Scroll - No Replies

Today the Ascendancy announced the reveal of a new global construction plan. The CCD will build an interconnect, submersible tube structure that will connect the continents to each other. Through the thousands of miles will course vactrains, which use vacuum pressures to allow magnetized trains to travel at incredibly fast speeds due to the lack of air resistance. 

Imagine a 45 minute train commute that carries workers from London to New York. These trains have the capability to travel up to 5,000 miles per hour. Initial plans will begin with a travel speed closer to 1,200 miles per hour. The ride is expected to be as smooth a ride as traveling through space. These pipes are planned to traverse Australia, Asia, Africa, South America. Immediate plans to connect to North America have not yet been solidified.

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  Reservations
Posted by: Seven - 08-18-2020, 01:29 AM - Forum: Nightlife & Entertainment - Replies (31)

Seven approached the beautiful, glowing mansion that was the home for the Bottom of the Cup Café. As he crossed the street, the smell of glorious foods waited on the air like the swampy bayou he imagined was the inspiration. He smiled to himself and strolled confidently into a soup of music, smoke, and noise that spilled into the garden and covered porches.

He was dressed for the venue, having read reviews that set his expectations about the interior of the café and its patrons. He yearned greatly to meet the proprietress, and only the best would do to present oneself to a Queen.

He wore deep blue slacks cut slim to the leg. An azure shirt was tucked in at the waist and worn with the top three buttons splayed apart. At the neck glittered a necklace. The pendant was a long, silver tusk. Most gloriously, he wore a tailed jacket printed with large blue and purple hydrangea blossoms. His eyes were colorfully bright against the blues, as if the color ran from his irises into the flower petals.

He smiled as he entered, pausing naturally at the front station.

“Good evening, I have a reservation.”

“Under what name?” asked a young man.

“Seven,” Seven said.

“Like the number?” he responded quizzically.

Seven nodded. “That’s right. Like the number.”

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  Bottom of the cup cafe
Posted by: Seven - 08-14-2020, 01:41 AM - Forum: General Discussion - Replies (4)

Hi all, what board is best to post in the Bottom of the Cup Cafe?  Rowan, do you prefer one location over another? E.g. Greater Moscow vs Place of Enlightenment? 

Going to start a thread there shortly. Anyone is welcome! 

Location: Bottom of the Cup Cafe 
Timing: 8:30 pm reservations for dinner
Who: Seven and possibly Xander (as an alias) and who knows!

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